I really wanted to go into the peace and calm that had enveloped me, very much did I want to be a part of a higher energy form. In analizing the pro and con of what I should do under these particular circumstances I came to the following conclusion: Go back to being a human.
I have the responsilibity of six children and a wife. I am their only provider. I also knew that by taking this step, or any step for that matter, I would, once my human form became un-usuable, go to that plane of faster vibrating energy. It's only logical because once we dump our flesh which is a hundred of so pounds of heavy mass then our energy will by nature and the laws of physics, vibrate faster. So fast in fact that the lowly human, flesh tearing, cow milking animal will not be able to see that frequency. That's good because they'd try to screw that up too. (Just a lillte joke there.)
I really wanted to go on to the next plane as I lay close to what most would call death. I dwelled there as long as I could because a good place is mighty hard to leave. I saw that the root of all life in the universe was energy, that all energy was related and equal. There is no energy in the universe that would want or need worship and the possibilities of energy are unlimited. The human species of animal is not by far the highest form life can attain. If it were the highest attainable form then we'd be in a world of hurt.
All in all the experience was a good one and the feeling of having had a powerful mental climax stayed with me for several weeks. It was the extraordinary life experience that caused me to think about life on a different level. -Charles Williams