Because it
simply is: I AM
Chapter 1
The Story
of I AM
The story of I AM is older than time itself. For I AM is the creator of time. I AM
is the creator of all there is.
You know, i am, I am sick of this, i am sick of that; I am going, I am coming; I am this, I am that; I am good, I am bad.
You are none of those things actually, you
simply are: I AM.
I AM are the most powerful words in the universe,
for they are all that exists, all that is.
Do you see what I am saying? You are a tree, you are the water you drink. You are everything
that exists as you know it and even the things you don’t know.
You should understand that you are all there
is when you finish reading this book; and if you cannot, you will have received a spark of ignition for your soul.
I AM is like the stream that runs from the
mountain top, incessant and ever flowing;
I AM is like the breeze of the oceans, forever
in flow with time as you know it;
I AM is like the blue of the sky, it goes
on forever;
I AM is all that exists in the minds of the
people;
I AM is all of the thoughts that have ever
existed;
I AM is you and your children and your friends
and your neighbors;
I AM is your relatives and loved ones and
enemies too;
I AM is everything you could possibly think
of packaged all pretty in a suit of flesh;
I AM is all of these things and so much more! I AM is the most powerful being in existence and YOU ARE I AM!
I AM is a source of energy so powerful that
you can only imagine its greatest potential. For when you imagine, you create. You just don’t realize you create. If
you think about it, you are living the life you pictured yourself in, oh say, ten years ago.
Not to mention the twenty years before that. If you think about it closely,
you will probably find that you even pictured the kind of car you are driving. I
can hear you now, “one day I AM going to have a car just like that,” and so you do.
9:06 pm you can go to sleep now, Eva. We’ll
pick up tomorrow.
Well, one more…
I AM is the window pane and the frost; both
the clear and the cloudy.
9:17 pm now sleep.
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I AM is the substance of your coffee and tea,
it is the substance of the sea;
I AM is the substance of you and of me, don’t
you see? The substance I AM is all to be.
All you taste and all you see, all that was
and all that will be;
All of these things I AM so are you. You are the substance of of all the world
too!
Chapter 2
I AM-ness
The experience of I AM-ness has a profound
effect on all who are able to connect. Connecting is essential to the transaction. “Transaction,” you ask? It
is called a transaction because that is exactly what is happening. An energy
transaction between source, I AM and a bit of energy experiencing your life, as you are aware.
This bit of energy, though compact, is as powerful as all there is. As
powerful as the eruption of a volcano. As powerful as the two hurricanes that
came through recently. For it is this, I AM.
The combined forces of all there is and for all there is not. For every
action has an equal or greater reaction. “Why,” you ask? Because the universe is a system of checks and balances. Why
do you think I give you your check and balance system for your readings?
In a universe of checks and balances all things must balance, even the giving of information. Information given wrongly is just as bad as having not given the information at all. Not giving the information at all, is depriving growth. In
physical reality, if growth is deprived, the check and balance system gets off and events must occur to balance out the energy
in physical reality. In physical reality, all things gather “dust”
so to speak. As things gather dust they become easier to see. We all know this to be true. Just look under your bed at the
dust mites. The bigger they are, the easier they are to see. If the dust mites were to grow over time, they would not only be filled up with dust, but debris too. Once debris gets in there, you can bet it will get bigger and heavier. Well, that’s how it all started, the story of I AM.
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Now that you understand I AM, you need to
understand the benefits of understanding I AM. Once you understand that, you
will understand the power or your being. Your “being” is made up
of billions upon billions of cells, all vibrating and spinning at one time. Once
a cell sets its specific vibration, that single vibration resonates throughout the universe.
Not a single atom goes unnoticed in the universe because everything has distinct order.
Though it appears to b e chaos, it is not. Life as you know it, is organized
chaos. Chaos within chaos within chaos.
My definition of chaos within the confines of this book should be taken to mean “that group of atoms bound together
to form a specific thing all within the confines of a halographic universe.” I
say chaos within chaos because every atom contains chaos, electrons and protons revolving around a nucleus. The nucleus, constantly ever changing itself Then these atoms
revolve around other forces such as gravity, electromagnetic energy and intent. “Intent,”
you say? Yous, intent. The universe
and everything in it is a result of intent. The universe and everything in it
is a result of intent. The intent of I AM.
It was the intent of I AM. It was the intent of I AM to make an experiment
wherein all of the beings I AM could imagine would play games in a virtual reality that was so real, it even contained emotion. You see, I AM has no emotion because I AM is not contained in a physical body. A physical body is required for emotion. In
addition, emotion is attached to judgment and I AM does not judge. You see, for
judgment to be rendered one must contain negative thought patterns. I AM is perfect,
has no negative thought patterns. I AM has no negative thought about anything. For to have negative thought about anything would be to have negative thought about
oneself. I AM is perfect just the way I AM is.
Why should I AM be negative if everything is perfect just the way it is?
Chapter 3
Resonance
of the Universe
The resonance of the universe as originated by the consciousness of all there is.
This resonance came from a single vibration from I AM, the consciousness of all there is. The consciousness first established resonance by deciding there would be sound. Consciousness knew not what sound was. Little of sound began
to formulate within consciousness. It was the initial thought “let there
be sound” that started it all. Consciousness decided that “sound”
must be the result of the reverberations felt throughout the universe. The actual
name for sound was something else, but it would be confusing to you to describe it.
The history of mankind is stored within the resonance of the universe. That
is why time travel exists. How else would one experience all there is at once
without time travel?
You think you only travel there in your mind? Nonsense. You are wherever you think you are at any given moment in one lifetime or another. Sometimes you even experience more than one lifetime during the same resonance period. Most likely in father/son and mother/daughter situations. The
reason is so I AM can experience all perspectives as it occurs. When experiencing
as it occurs, without emotion, it is thrilling to experience the power of being able to see the issue for what it really is. The robots of mortality feel nothing. It
is I AM that feels. I AM, YOU ARE, WE ARE ALL THE SAME.
You don’t understand the concept I AM
is all there is because you have placed limitations in your mind by thought patterns given you by those before you. You’ve suspected before that the pieces didn’t quite fit together. What did you do to investigate your own gut instinct? “Nothing”
is usually the answer to that question. Occasionally someone will step up to
the bat and hit the ball, but not often. The bat is your own sense of self, that
gut instinct that guides your life. The epitomy of God contained within you. You either refuse to allow I AM to be seen residing within you because you are embarrassed
or to busy to hear. I AM resides within us all but I AM has to be visible in
order to be heard. Visibility being your actions as a result of the I AM-ness
that resides within you. Don’t think for one minute that I AM does not
reside within you for I AM will be with you until your last breath. Now if you
think of it from that perspective, you have to admit that I AM is all there is which includes that body of yours containing
a soul. Your soul contains the blue print for your body to follow in this experiment
called physical reality.
The soul weights just under an ounce, yet
at just under an ounce it contains all of the knowledge of all there is.
I AM can only come in, to the degree of silence
in your life. The reaction of silence is hearing.
You hear to the same degree you hold silence. Silence allows the neurotransmitters
to stop firing long enough so that the lower vibrations can hear. Lower vibrations
must have initial silence for a consistent period of time. Vibrations lower than
Hawkins’ scale of 365 will generally require six months of consistent meditation for two hours per day in order to hear. That is why you will not find many (any?) seekers below 365. The vibrational frequency of the individual’s initial entry frequency determines whether or not the
individual has the desire to hear.
The desire to hear or not is not good or bad,
but indeed perfect for my plan in that life. The determining factor for happiness
in a life is merely how you respond to the situation given, not the situation itself.
If you find yourself in what you deem a desperate situation, say to yourself:
“OK, what is it about this exact moment that is desperate? Am I
bleding? Is someone else? Am I on
fire? Is someone else?” If
you are not in one of those situations, then more than likely, you are NOT in a desperate situation. A desperate situation is a situation in which you have absolutely no control over the desired action. Your body just takes over and respond to the adrenaline. You run, or drop or scream for help. That is a desperate situation. Life’s challengers are simply a process of experiences to basically find out
what you like and dislike. Once these issues are determined, what you will do
with the information gleaned. It is this process for every individual no matter
the life.
The quality of life for an individual, I can
assure you, is not based upon abundance. Whether it is abundance of this or that
matters not. Abundance only contributes to happiness. Though once you have happiness inside, your definition of abundance will change within your vocabulary
of experiences.
You will no longer define abundance as wealth. It will be those things that bring contentment to your soul. Of course, when this happens, instead of driving the wealth from your life through negative energy of desire
for what you had not, it will be attracted to you because of like attractor fields.
Like attractors can be described as “what goes around, comes around.”
When you are happy, energy of a positive force is emitted from your electromagnetic field. When this happens energy literally leaves your body and is transmitted like radio waves out into the world. It is then received back into your being by the same method of attractor fields. Attractor fields are no more than electromotive forces on the outside of your body
pushing into your body energy of whatever source was last transmitted by your body.
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I am not what you think I am. I am not a being of flesh and judgment. I am not a vengeful
God. In fact, I am not a god at all, but rather of a being of great energy. The exact same energy as your soul, for we are the same. If you weren’t contained in a body of flesh at this moment, you wouldn’t be able to tell us
apart. WE would both glow with brilliant light of all colors of the rainbow. We would both know all that has ever occurred since creation. We would both know the temperature all over the world. For
we are the temperature of the world. You raise the heat every single time you
use a piece of plastic. Plastic emits vapors that eat away the ozone, not to
mention what it does to your physical body. Once in the body the vapors eat away
the myelin of the nerve sheaths. When this happens it is impossible for conduction
to occur properly. Genes become mutated and DNA becomes in pieces… how
I got off on this topic, I’ll never know, though it’s one of great importance, none the less.
Now back to the original thought. Consciousness is every single thing you do. Not one single
thing doesn’t count. Since it is all about energy exchange, not one thing
is missed. All time is captured in an energy form of some type or another.
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Chapter 4
Hydrogen
Fuel
I AM, though invisible, is the substance that
holds all atoms, particles and debirs together. I AM is the black matter that
started existence as you know it. I AM is constructed of hydrogen and hydrogen
alone, because hydrogen is the purest element, has the highest vibration and a composite structure of all molecules of life. That’s right Eva, I am everything. Hydrogen
is the substance of I AM. So if I am that, you know why the use of hydrogen for
energy is so important. Hydrogen is not only the lightest weight of energy there
is, but the cleanest source of energy there is. If hydrogen was used in one out
of every ten million households, do you have any idea of what would happen? The
world would be a different place to live. There would be the God source of all
mankind spewing forth into the universe. Push it Eva, push it. The world can then take the needed leap into the new millennium.
Eva, if hydrogen energy were put to use, the
people would be fed the God force energy on a daily basis. The mere breathing
in of this energy will transform people’s lives. With hydrogen being the
lightest substance in existence, people will literally float in the air. They
will experience light headedness at first, until they get accustomed, then they will find that their lives will gradually
get better and better. They will feel vibrant… like the life force of God
is within them, for it is. The rain forests will flourish. Every living thing in existence will flourish. Hydrogen will
not only fuel the world, but cleanse the world’s atmosphere. Not only will
it cleanse the air, but it will cleanse anything else you have that has negative energy.
It matter not what the energy is, hydrogen will cleanse it. It can be
used to kill mold in your flooded basement, it can kill bacteria, it can kill all those things that impede human life. It just needs to be put in the proper form.
I hear your thoughts about the brain tumor
Eva and no, it will not help that because the brain tumor is not due to living organisms, but rather artificial energy. If artificial energy were to be replaced by hydrogen energy, you wouldn’t have
the problem to begin with. However, if you were to inject the tumor with
hydrogen, it would dissolve the tumor, but so would the other tissue around it. Since
hydrogen is the basic molecule of life, all life dissolves into it. So it is
best used in gaseous form so that it blends with life as opposed to dissolving it. If
the world were to use hydrogen gas for fuel, the world would be a utopia for all to enjoy, rather than a polluted paradise.
Ok Eva, I hear you. You want to know how to do these things. OK, here goes:
THIS PORTION HAS BEEN CUT SUBJECT TO TESTING
OF THE COLD FUSION MECHANISM DICTATED. A PROTOTYPE IS BEING BUILT AND RESULTS
WILL BE ADDED HERE.
Chapter 6
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Back to “I AM”
I am what all want to be. I am the things you don’t want to be too! Because I
AM is all these things, so are you! I am him, I am her. If I am all of those things, how can you love one part of me and not the other?
Chapter 7
