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Peices of Me
To some I appear to be an energetic, eager, somewhat mindless
little chatterbox who’s passion for life practically oozes out of her and who’s smile
is crooked, yet infectuous; annoying, yet delightfully cheerful.
To others, I am seen as a calm, serious, kind, and caring stranger who reaches out
to someone she barely knows and says without shame, “I know how you feel”.
To some people, I am a quiet, pensive, insightful young woman, constantly writing
or drawing, completely absorbed in her own thoughts and ideas; rarely speaking, always
watching.
Still others see me as a vicious opponet, speaking out for the sake of argument,
playing the devil’s advocate and always pointing out the flaws of every position.
Some know me as a cold and heartless bitch, someone who stares with apathetic eyes
and penetrates the masks of society.
But to those who truly know me, those who have seen and heard my very soul and all
it’s weavings; to those who have sought to journey through the labrynth of my mind
and have actually survived the voyage; to them I am all of these things, all of these
people.
I am trusting, I am kind. I am naive, I am wise. I speak with my voice, my eyes,
my heart, and my soul. I am cold, I am heartless, I am cruel, I am scared.
I am a little girl, bestowing faith in those that beg of it, hope in those that need
of it, and forgiveness in those who ask of it. I am blind to the past’s misfortunes
and I’m leaping headfirst into the future, laughing with joy as I go.
I am a learned old woman, wise and strong, carrying the loads of those around me
who cannot hold their own.
I am silent when I should speak, I speak when I should be silent, yet sometimes I
manage to get it right. I make mistakes, I do things I am not proud of, then I go
back, paint over it all and start again.
I am a child, I am an adult. I am a walking contradiction. I am..............in a
word........
ME.
‡‡Yes, I am a strange person. But I enjoy being weird. The
above is a poem I wrote about myself at 3 AM on a rainy night. I like it, even if
it is a bit arrogant. Now for the more basic stuff:
I'm 14, I have brown hair and green eyes. I love Sailor Moon,
Reveloutionary Girl Utena, and I'm just beginning to get into Magic Knight. I love
role-playing, reading, writing, acting, and any kind of theatre. I'm fascinated by
Midieval Europe, which is probably why I like reading fantasy so much. My favorite
authors are JRR Tolkein, Anne McCaffrey, CS Lewis, Lloyd Alexander, and of course,
Naoko Takeuchi. You can email me at "danpatch@mindspring.com" or you can
reach me on AIM as "irithia dk". ‡‡
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"Faces of a Celtic Dream" was a name
thought up by my friend Justin and (seeing as I don't have permision to use it) it
may not be removed from this page. This beautiful background is courtesy Lady Wren.
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