"well, we all have to live in the world ..."

True, there is absolutely no sense in going around with a hang dog expression all the time ... and there is no reason to ... there is no need to dwell on this stuff ... the Truth is kind of like the sun ... there are all kinds of benefits from it, but you don’t look at it very long at one time... but you look at its reflections all day long ... you’ve heard the expression "the truth shall set you free" ... didn’t really know what that meant for many years, but have learned that there is no greater prison than the prison of fear ... we shackle ourselves with doubt, and we have that doubt because we are unwilling to know ... and it gets worse as you get older ... the best time to face the truth is when you are young and resilient ... it may smart for a little bit but not very long, and then it gets easy ... from then on you are equipped with a filter to look at what’s going on, see what it really means, react accordingly ...

 "its hard to believe that anyone could be that patient, to not see the fruits of their efforts during their lifetime"

 ... patience isn’t what really carries these guys ...in the world there is a group of Leaders to whom The Dream (total world domination) is a to a great degree a spiritual thing ... they can afford to be patient because they believe that they will be reincarnated ... next is a Core Group aware of the entire plan, they are most rewarded by the Power they excercise in controlling and manipulating the population ... then what might by called the Compromisers, those ambitious enough to cut corners to get ahead accumulate Money and all it can buy, the good lfe, etc etc ... these do not have much notion of how things really work ... then there is a huge Misguided group, who really don’t have the foggiest notion what’s going on, but who are the real day to day implementers of a plan they no nothing about ... False Ideals are the main driver for them (along with a nice portion of power and/or money) ... rough guesses in the chart to illustrate what motivates each group:

                                                                                 -------------Percent Motivated by -----------

                                                  ... if this is too much too soon let me know ...