Hi Scott
I really wish you would not use my last name if you print this in your
column. I have not shared this experience publicly in fact I am a
little hesitant on sharing with you, the few I have told in the past
say I was hallucinating or was delsuional at the time. I guess that
is why I have kept it inside me for so many many years. Just in the
past decade or so have I read and heard more and more people sharing
there NDE with the public and revealing very personal details in
books. I guess that is what prompted me to share this with you now!
Well, like I said it was l973 and I was in the hospital with a high
fever I had lost massive amounts of blood and had bad bad cramping of
the stomach due to a miscarriage.
I remember being in the emergency room and then they admitted me to a
private room. When I was there and the doctor was examining me my
heart stopped, my fever was off the themometer, and he called in more
doctors and nurses.
I distincly remember starting to feel my body leaving my body and
floating up to the top of the room as I looked down there were five
doctors 3 nurses IV's being put in both arms and a heart machine
trying to bring me back! I just looked down on them and it felt so
good to be up there that it was really quite beautiful and I really
didn't care to go back. The next thing I recall was floating way up
to a place in a bright illuminous light that I have never seen in this
world words could not describe the warmth, love , and peaceful feeling
that was in this light. I was 17 then and I saw a huge 3 dimensional
screen come up bigger then any movie screen I had ever seen in life!
I just stood there watching my whole entire life pass before my eyes
on this screen everyone in whom I ever was encountered with in my 17
years of life was on this screen every emotion and feeling was also
played too! It was surreal! After that I started floating toward a
tunnel it was very long but the light on the other side was
unbelievable I was in so much bliss going toward the light the
feelings I had felt was so loving and peaceful nothing like I ever
felt on earth I really wanted to go and never come back here!
It was pure joy peace and bliss but I was told I had to come back my
purpose was not filled here. I started floating back next thing I
remember looking down at my body with all those doctors trying to
bring me back and fighting for them not too!! I could not move a
muscle in my body yet as my spirit body was moving back into my
physical body I kept saying no no don't do this to me let me go don't
save me I was really hoping they wouldn't bring me back!
I learned one thing when I was there I will always remember I guess it
was my lesson or something I never really understood, but I do believe
whole heartedly that the message was really simple about life but yet
everyone in this world has a hard time trying to live there life that
way for some reason I have seen in the decades I have lived since
then.
The message was to love each and everyone and judge no one or nothing!
just that simple! I have touched many peoples lives over the years
and I hope to continue too with this message I hope I have touched
yours.
Sincerely Love and Light!!!
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