From kevbob.aLLsPaM@ecsis.net Fri Nov 07 18:51:37 1997

Newsgroups: alt.slack

Subject: suh-Lack

From: kevbob.aLLsPaM@ecsis.net (kevbob)

Date: Fri, 07 Nov 1997 21:51:37 -0500

grrrrrrrr.

now, i'll readilly admit that i would be the 5th or 6th person to tell you

that 99.999999% of the time,

I AIN'T GOT A CLUE.

i make shit up, realize it's worng, dismiss it, make shit up, ad

infinitum. i hop from one idea to another,never truly understanding. it

isn't in my nature. i can't. of course, my one TRUE goal IS to undertand

everything, which causes GREAT anuerisms.

but,, THIS is one of the 0.0000001% of the time when

I GOT A CLUE BIGGER 'N BIG:

i saw slack. he's downstairs, laying on the floor trying to cram his hand

into his mouth, ABSORBING the barney show. i can't say, truthfully,

whether he LIKES it or HATES it (soon as he gets algebra, i'll 'splain it

to him)

BUT

he LOVES watching, ABSORBING _EVERYTHING_ he sees. he is just SOAKING it

ALL IN.

Mindlessness, yes,

but,

NO GUILT!

he is utterly enjoying himself,

INSPITE

of the complexities of being 2 and change years old, having new sister,

AND HAVING A COLD!!!!!

dammit, everyday, i UNlearn MORE AND MORE.

in another 3 years, i'll be a member of the christian coalition,,,

which, has ben FRIGHTENINGLY quiet lately.

what are THEY up to?????? i wish i was more aware of the world, what is

going on ALL around ME.

one day, i'm going to wake up, and some guy in a uniform is going to be

standing there, saying "Time for your grundy"

and i'm gonna shit myself, and he's gonna say," Hey, now. there was a

VOTE, and since you DIDN'T voice an opinion stating OTHERWISE, we all

thought you'd like a DAILY grundy. now,

suck it up"

i KNOW THIS WILL HAPPEN.

of course, i could be wrong.

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